Anonymous asked: I haven't cut in 5 days. It's killing me. I'm craving it soo much. I want to cut so bad, but I don't want my mom to find out again. And I just, I don't know how to take away this pain. all I do is sit in my room and lay in bed. I don't hang out with anyone or do anything. I just don't know what to do.
Its good that ur resisting the urge to cut. Just keep distracting urself from those urges as much as possible. And hanging out with ur friends can make u feel happy and make u forget a bit, and you’ll feel happy/loved when ur with them.
Anonymous asked: my dad annoys me so much and he touches my butt sometimes and listens to annoying music and I can't stand him. it's hard not to punch him. I'm 2 months clean btw. he's so stupid and an ass. I don't talk to him. he takes my phone. and I'm suicidal. hate all my friends and school and I want to just get a new life. move far away and start over. everyone kept telling me I looked tierd today when it was the first time I stayed awake. I just was so sad and crying I looked high and dead xxx
Yeh if I were you, I would avoid him as much as possible on a daily basis. The less interactions, the better. It’s good that you’re already 2 months clean, you’re making progress, so keep that stuff up. And why do you hate your friends? A friend is someone you like hanging out with, being with, etc. If they’re not good people, try making new ones if you can. But even if you don’t, I guess you can just endure school until you graduate and go to uni/college. That will be a completely fresh start.
Anonymous asked: I've asked you a few questions. And you answer them. And everytime I see that you answered them it makes me so happy. Like you're my tumblr crush. I just wish I could be like best friends with you. 😍😍😍
Isn’t COAC everyone’s tumblr crush? He should be urs not me :p
Anonymous asked: Ugh. Okay. So I've been doing better. I've been clean from cutting for one week. I even started taking my antidepressants again. But then. Yesterday, the guy who raped me, tried again. And he said he will do it again Thursday. My anxiety is horrible now. Idk if I can stay clean any longer. Telling people about him is not an option. He scares me to death. Ugh. What do I do..
Telling the police is really your best option. He cant do anything to you if he’s in jail.
Anonymous asked: Why your own advices don't help you to feel better? I mean, you're always saying to other people "don't give up, you have your friends and family, etc." and you can't make this speech helpful to you. It makes no sense!
I do take my own advice. But im not gonna recover overnight.